efficacy

This one's about how sometimes you want to give everything you have to a certain person, but for some reason, something is just holding you back; complications that relationships have or just demons you have to face on your own before you can allow yourself to really let someone have the best of you. It's about not really being sure whether or not you're strong enough for what is to come.

Excuse me if my poetry is like prose, I know my literary attempts are sloppy, but I've been out of the game for a while. I'm just trying to get back to writing cause it's one of the only things that ever gave back what I put into it.

Come here baby

kiss me like crazy,

then go away.

Don't give in

I can't give my all,

or promise to stay.

I want to be the strength

that supports you now,

but where am I to go-

When you can't be here

and all I have are fears,

that are hard for me to show.

Leave it to me

to figure what we'll be,

I just need a bit of time.

Whether to waste or gain

I'll draw back and aim,

this disposition of mine.

So come here baby

kiss me like crazy,

and whisper in my ear.

Be the efficacy that I need

for my securities to feed,

and face what may appear.