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Saturday, April 11, 2009

Check Out My Girl

http://www.myspace.com/pantymeltah

My friend made a new myspace page for her music, go check it out. I helped her make it, so you better like it.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

My Sweet Ride and Digs

So I have a car that excretes rust if you slam the doors, needs to have it's radiator filled every other time I drive it, and a room I pay rent for $650 a month that has leaking windows and no Internet. I could buy another car, and I could rent out another place, but the truth is that I tend to love things that don't work perfectly. I love that which is flawed- it makes life interesting. There's something about things that take a little extra work that make you appreciate them a bit more, I've realized that. The same goes for grades that have room for improvement, a job you can complain about, and even a shitty relationship you know you should get out of. Life isn't about the perfect finished product, but instead the effort we put into what we care about. If things are perfect all the time, you're stuck and unable to go anywhere, and I always feel the need to go places. I need to struggle to feel like I'm getting anything done, I used to fight it, but now I accept it. You never realize how much you should love something unless you have to fight for it, and I am definitely a fighter.

What's Your Top Ten Most Embarrassing Favorite Songs?

Everyone has their favorite songs that they're embarrassed to admit they like. I'm taking the initiative to come clean and fully admit that yes, I do like these songs, and no, I'm not (that) embarrassed. It's just that I know that people will make fun of me for liking these songs, but that's okay, I'm not gonna pretend like I don't like them...

1) Love fool by The Cardigans
My siblings and I used to spend summers by the pool listening to this song, it reminds me of my childhood- and a hilarious The Office episode.

2) Brandy (You're a Fine Girl) by Looking Glass
This one's not too embarrassing, but it was my mother's favorite song for a while, and that in itself is shameful just because my mother likes it.

3) Sexual Healing By Marvin Gaye
I have about five different versions of this song on my ipod, I really don't know why I like it so much- it just gets to me!

4) Baby Come Back by Halls and Oats
I always sing this song when I'm slightly intoxicated, it's simply a fun song.

5) Handy Man By James Taylor
I love James Taylor, and I'm not ashamed to say it, but I put this song on the stereo the other night and my guy friend gave me so much shit for it.

6) No One Else Comes Close by The Backstreet Boys
I never really liked this song all that much until my friend sang it at a bar once, he made it sound beautiful! By the end of the song, we were sitting in a room full of melted panties.

7) Digging on You by TLC
This one not only reminds me of my childhood, but my friend can sing this one beautifully as well. I know all the words.

8) Roxanne by The Police
I love The Police, but this one about a prostitute is my favorite. My friend and I rock out to it all the time, especially when we go cruising around in his car at night.

9) Boys in the Hood by Easy E
My high school friends and I used to feel so badass to this song when we were young, but looking back, I'm sure I looked like an idiot little asian girl jamming out to this one.

10) Barbara Ann by The Beach Boys
There was this movie I saw a long time ago, I think it was called surf ninjas or something, and there was a scene where a monk or some other character sang this, and I never forgot it. I remember what it was like to be a kid when I listen to this song.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Writer's Block

What I don't understand is why I can't write on command anymore. I used to be able to rock out five page papers in an hour, but now I'm stuck in this rut that clogs up my creative flow. When I write, I want to put at least a little bit of meaning or flair into each piece, but lately I feel like I'm writing papers that are unoriginal and boring to read. What's wrong with me? This feeling has been going on for a while now; even when I do feel like I'm going somewhere with a paper, it'll stop a few minutes later, and I'm stuck in that same rut. I was so excited to write my profile paper on an upcoming writer/director/editor/actor, and I was off to a good start, but every time I sit down to write more, I instantly hate it. I've tried just writing and allowing my words to flow out, but even then I get stuck and have a hard time finding the right words. All of my writings have been crap lately and I have no idea of how to fix this. I used to love writing and couldn't go a day without it, but now I'm finding myself going months without ever being truly happy with my work. Being too critical of my work has caused my grades to lower considerably, but I just can't bring myself to turn in such trash and having other people read it and think I'm an idiot and talentless writer. 

What happened to me?

Monday, April 6, 2009

Black Panty Woman

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ZwPHCTDnsE

Check out this vid.

This is the kinda shit that I have to deal with at work. Not a joke. These people are real, and actually dance like that- All. The. Time.
Their last name is elefante, and elks legend has it that he killed his two previous wives, but we don't know for sure. And the infamous "black panty" doesn't even make it's appearance until about 4 minutes into the clip.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Champion Blower


I was hanging out with my friends Catie and Jo, when we decided to go to the store to get some inner tubes before we went to the beach. What we found was the best deal on the island! They have inflatable whales/dolphins/sea creatures about five feet in length going for $6 each! In our excitement, we decided to buy one for all of us and ride some waves with them.
In the midst of opening up our new toys, we held an unofficial contest of who could blow up their whale the fastest. Whoever won would get bragging rights to who could blow the best- guess who won?
Yours truly.
:)

She had a frontal wedgie...



So a couple of days ago over spring break, I got a tattoo. It's not my first tattoo, so that's not why it's special. However, it's my first tattoo that I really never gave a fuck about. To be honest, I was really uptight before. I always had a stick up my ass, because I took life too seriously. I never went out, I had a few core friends I would chill with every so often, but I never drank, I never even tried weed until a year after I graduated high school. When I was 16, I already felt like I was 30; I'm 20 years old now, but feel like I'm 16- it's exhilarating! I gave up too much of my childhood working (I had three jobs in high school) and trying to get my life on track that it never even occurred to me that I was unhappy and wasting so much of my precious youth. So this is my stand- an outrageously ridiculous tattoo on my second toe on the right foot... of a camel. Think about it, I know you'll catch on. 

I know, you can judge me, say that I'm going through a rebellious stage, I'm an idiot for doing something that will stay with me forever, and perhaps I am, but I can honestly say that I'm happy right now and I'm living my life. It's not just the tattoo- I've been going out more, meeting new people, finding myself. I have a whole new attitude on life, and it's making me happy- something I never knew too much about before. This tattoo isn't about being ridiculous and stupid, it's about not taking myself too seriously and finding the humor in the small things about life- even if I do have to live with a camel toe for the rest of mines.


If it makes it any better, it's a Picasso Painting.